Emma Caulfield.Photo:Amanda Friedman
Amanda Friedman
She chalked it up to pressures from work and a “horrific” year of stress in her personal life—and went to see her acupuncturist. He wondered if she might have Bell’s palsy (a usually temporary facial paralysis that can often be related to stress) and suggested she get an MRI.
“And so I did,” says Caulfield Ford, whose symptoms had disappearedafter a couple of weeks. “I met with my neurologist, and he did a bunch of exams. But there was no urgency at the time — so when he called me at work, I was completely shook.”
Her MRI results showed that Caulfield Ford had relapsing remitting multiple sclerosis.
“I was kind of out of my body,” recalls Caulfield Ford, whose father also had MS. “I’d just gotten this devastating news, and they’re like, ‘We’re ready for you on-set.’ So I sucked it up and put on a good face. It was surreal.”
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Since then Caulfield Ford’s symptoms have remained extremely mild. While she sometimes suffers from an acute sensitivity to heat and stress, she doesn’t take medication — and thus far hasn’t experienced any of the debilitating flare-ups, fatigue and muscle weakness often associated with MS.
“I’m very, very fortunate,” says the 50-year-old, who lives in Los Angeles with her husband, British actor Mark Ford, 42, and their 7-year-old daughter Knightley. “But I’m also aware that, with MS, this could all change tomorrow.”
Multiple sclerosisis a chronic autoimmune disease that affects an estimated 1 million Americans. While the cause is unknown, MS attacks the central nervous system, creating lesions on the brain and spinal cord, and damaging the protective layer surrounding the nerve fibers, called myelin. That disrupts signals to and from the brain, leading to a range of symptoms, including tingling, numbness, blurred vision and fatigue, among others.
“MS can affect any part of your brain or your spinal cord, so it can cause all sorts of trouble,” says Dr. Peter Calabresi, professor of neurology and director of the MS Center at Johns Hopkins University. “[Which is why] there are so many different types, and everyone experiences something different.”
MS has no cure, but Calabresi points to promising re- search. “We have newer drugs that can dramatically reduce MS activity and, for some people, completely put the disease in remission.”
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Caulfield Ford grew up in San Diego, the youngest of two daughters to Rodney Chukker, a financial adviser who died in 2017, and Denise, 78, a stay-at-home mom. (Caulfield Ford changed her last name when she was 19, “because I like theCatcher in the Ryecharacter,” she says.) A self-described “dramatic child,” Caulfield Ford was drawn to acting and theater clubs growing up and studied drama at the American School in Switzerland (TASIS) in London the summer before her senior year in high school.
“I was like, ‘Oh my God, this is so easy,’ ” recalls Caulfield Ford with a laugh. “ ‘Everything’s going to be this easy forever.’ It was so silly.”
Emma Caulfield.
“I was like, ‘Oh my God, what’s going to happen? What am I going to do?’ ” she recalls. “So I told no one, not even my sister. There are just too many reasons people don’t hire you as it is. I didn’t needto give them any other excuse.”
“We were all in a sort of hot box,” says Caulfield Ford, who had been cast as Sarah Proctor/Dottie Jones, a ’60s sitcom-themed character from the Marvel Cinematic Universe. “I started feeling dizzy and faint. I was like, ‘My body can’t take this.’ I was putting myself under too much physical duress, being out in the heat and breathing the bad air.”
“I was like, ‘I can’t be afraid anymore. I have to tell the truth. It’s not good for my health,’ ” remembers Caulfield Ford, who initially shared her condition with her close friend andWandaVisioncreator, Jac Schaeffer. “She was so kind and sweet. She was like, ‘First of all, I feel horrible that you went through that, and we didn’t help you.’ Every- one was incredibly supportive.”
Happily, since then Caulfield Ford’s health has remained stable. A series of three MRIs in recent months showed no active lesions, a sign that her MS has not progressed.
“I’m stable — and I’ve made it a huge priority to do things so I stay that way,” says Caulfield Ford, who avoids heat and the sun, stretches regularly and does daily workouts on her Power Plate, a vibrating workout machine. “I’m dripping sweat in 20 minutes on that thing.”
She’s lately developed a sensitivity to cacophonous noise, which she thinks is MS-related, and admits that the disease is never far from her mind.
“I’m like, ‘My back’s a little sore today. Is that MS or is that because you turned 50?’ And I don’t know,” says Caulfield Ford, who takes comfort spending time with husband Mark, whom she met through mutual friends in 2011, and doing jigsaw puzzles and gardening with daughter Knightley. “I feel quite good, and that’s good news.”
Looking ahead, Caulfield Ford has an upcoming role on theWanda Visionseries spinoffAgatha: Darkhold Diarieslater this year—and plans to continue sharing her MS journey with others. “It’s one of the reasons I decided to go public,” she says, “because if someone can recognize themselves or gain some inspiration from my experience, that’s wonderful.”
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